Hidden Roses

love is never easy. Most of the precious things in life never are.

2009-09-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?

- by brokenxbeauty

supposed to be studying.

sister stole my internet cable.

pft

2009-08-30T02:57:00.001-07:00

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who’s with you?
Gen and joy ! :D

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. what kind of animal?
DOLPHIN IN THE RIVER !!!

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
Dolphin lets me touch and play and swim with it !!

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and you are at your dream house. What kind of a house is it?
CHOCOLATE CASTLE THAT WONT MELT. (haha like in charlie and the chocolate factory except it DOES NOT melt.)

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Yupp. With bits of guylian/godiva/leonidas chocolate on it.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
CHOCOLATE FONDUE, CHOCOLATE CAKE, CHOCOLATE SOUFFLE.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
ITS AN EDIBLE GLASS CUP.
TURNS OUT ITS JELLY !!
(somehow everything revolves around food hm)

8. What do you do with that cup?
EAT THE CUP.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at what body of water?
THE PACIFIC OCEAN without any pollution/boats.

10. How do you cross that body of water?
I surf.
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-!!! Don’t read the rest yet if you’re planning to fill this out !!!-

The ANSWERS
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
UHHM OHKAY ?!?!
TO GENS ANS : WHAT WHY ?! i am a vip okay :D

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
how big is a dolphin ? I chose dolphins because i wanna swim with one.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
Hm. I guess i interact with the dolphin a lot ? So i deal with my problems a lot. what ? i dont.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.
OMG CASTLE ?! HAHAHA.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced.
Hmmm yeah i guess. But i chose the fence cos it'd be nice to have ++ chocolate.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
AHAHAHAHA omg. The question was WHATS ON THE TABLE
OOO FOOD ! I must be really happy because everything was about food.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
OH NO.GLASS BREAKS EASILY AND SO DOES JELLY :(

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
i love food too much ?

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.
Huh? Size of my relationships? How can you measure a relationship ?! I HAVE A HUGE RELATIONSHIP???

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
Sorry don't get it.

2009-08-23T04:19:00.000-07:00

Went out with naomi,gen and justina after RYC.
I appreciate all the little things you guys did. Really, i do.
I know you guys may not know what im talking about, but after i thought about it you guys were really understanding.
Thank you.

2009-07-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Theres something wrong with my blogger post page but this girl is absolutely adorable and she's great at singing :D Ive listened to this video at least 10 times, probably more than ive listened to taylor swifts version

CIP

2009-07-10T08:16:00.000-07:00

After school and the dance meeting ( which ended 25 minutes late) , i rushed home and then went for CIP at NLB. When we got there, my mum realised that they hadn't approved of us volunteering yet so we may not be able to do it. Luckily, the people made some calls and everything so we got to register in the end. As we were registering, the woman found out that our attire was not deemed appropriate. >:O . Claudia was wearing shorts and i was wearing birkinstock's. I thought looked fine since i was wearing jeans and a cardigan, plus birkinstock's can't really be counted as slippers. Okay fine, they are slippers, but they are really nice ones . By this time, my mum had already left to go somewhere so we had to call her up to help us get our shoes and claudia's pants. By the time she reached NLB and we had changed, one hour of our shift was over. My job was to stand at the e-kiosk and wait for somebody to come. During my whole hour shift only one guy came and he didn't even need any help. I do prefer it this way though. For the first 15 minutes, i practiced my chinese oral by reading my zuo wen book. Later, we had to put our bags in the locker so all i did was stand around or pace around the e-kiosk and hiding from the eye's of the librarian. They were with one of their friends at the place where they borrow book's in case anybody required help. ( who need's help ? The instructions are everywhere. ) Nearing the end of the shift, my sister's came over and we talked etc. , then this librarian came and said we weren't doing much. (duh, nobody was at the e kiosk ?! ) so then we ended our shift, borrowed books, ate loaker ( just me really) and went home to a delicious dinner. ( Third time in a row ! yeah i feel myself getting fatter every day.) Yeah i keep skipping skating, dance is cancelled and im eating more.

great.

I just wasted my entire night reading a trashy book. >:( how's my english ever going to improve if there's all these temptations everywhere.

Hm. I think im becoming annoyed more easily now. .

Maybe i should do yoga like my dad, though it doesn't seem to work very well for his temper.

Youth Day

2009-07-09T02:54:00.000-07:00

Facebook won't allow me to upload the pictures, so here's some.

Some pictures from Youth Day with weiyi. I just realised i havent uploaded any pictures onto this blog in a really long time. Anyway, since it was youth day and there was no school we decided to do some typical teenager things. Basically, we watched a movie, shopped and camwhored at Orchard.

We watched Duplicity after my persuasive skills failed me ! I really want to watch Transformers 2 (big fan of Transformers here) but O level chinese oral is approaching and everything so i dont know if i'll go out till wednesday. Hopefully i can go out tomorrow but i have a dance meeting and gen doesn't want to watch Transfomers 2 with me ! Actually nobody does because everybody heard its a sucky movie, but i still want to wach it anyway. Duplicity wasn't so bad. It was one of those neutral movies where you dont mind if you watch it or not. What i didn't like about Duplicity was that it kept going back a few months to show you the relationship of the two main character's.

Both of us were late for the movie as beforehand we could not find a decent place to eat. Despite my complaints, we walked all the way to Heeren in Singapore's humid warm weather ( and i was wearing a black cardigan) to find Fish & Co. When we got to the top floor of Heeren, we hung around Fish & Co. wondering if it was open which wasted about 5 minutes. Realising it was probably closed we went down the escalator. We tried to discuss a new place to eat but paragon Sushi Tei was too far and we didn't have much time till the movie. So we went up again to double check if Fish & Co. was closed and it was. (Like the blur people we are.)

Unfortunately it was, so we walked back to Heeren and settled for an unhealthy KFC meal.

It's funny how i'm always late for movies when im going out with my friends but when i go out with my family we are always there before the advertisement's start.

After the movie we did some shopping till we were fairly worn out before heading over to starbucks and indulging in an icy cold blended java chips which was probably worth 600 calories while eating Famous Amos cookies. Since my mum rang and told me to go for tuition, i left in a taxi. (not before camwhoring though ;D )

I love Youth Day.

They should celebrate it more :O

Weiyi- the one who shouldn't carry crumpler bags ( i may be weird but when i saw her carrying my bag i just burst out laughing :O )

Chasing what was

2009-06-20T00:23:00.000-07:00

Everything, Everyone is just whizzing by.
In a blink of an eye, im old.

Surrey and Westfield ! I <3 UK

2009-06-16T14:37:00.000-07:00

Day 7 ( i think) : 2? hour drive to mercedes benz world ! I had a half hour driving session there, where i drove an A class mercedes i think ? I have no idea but it was an interesting experience. Quite exciting and scary at the same time. I learnt the basics like braking, turning left and right etc. I even went around a roundabout. Thankfully i didnt hit anything ! YES (: I was quite afraid i would hit something like i did in Korea . At that time, i was eleven and we were at this beach. We drove thee three wheel motorbike like vehicles that kids could ride in. They said we should avoid riding into the ocean. So i kept far far away from there BUT there was this stupid pole (volleyball net) in the MIDDLE of the beach, how unreasonable to put it there ! So i hit it by accident :( GRRR. We had to pay for the whole vehicle ... >:( i think it was seriously unfair ! I was stil a kid after all ? Okay anyway i hope i can drive again, though i know ill have to wait another 3 years or so to try again and get my drivers license and all if i can even pass it.

My instructor rated my brakes 7 ! ( we had this driving log book where we had the stuff rated and everything etc etc etc. )

After that we went to WestField. A shopping mall 3 times or 2 times larger than vivo city ! It had millions of shops too. We went there on one of the previous days but we only had around 2 hours to shop then, just like today . I got really stressed because of the lack of time, but its okay cos tomorrow we are going Oxford street which is apparently the best place in London to shop ! Plus ive bought TRILLIONBAZILLIONKAZILLIONS OF CLOTHES so far. (the truth is im exaggerating) . The other time i also bought loads of stuff which made me high for a whole night.(giggling and dancing around the apartment EATING EATING EATING) London is turning me into a SHOPAHOLIC and a FAT PERSON . I am so obsessed with shopping now i bet im gonna go broke :( EVERYONE is shopping so much except my dad, though he bought these gay purple trousers from uniqlo! and he called my purple capped sparkling blueberry & pomengranate water gay just cos it was purple ! Its from Marks & Spencer and it tastes delicious. OH, i have forgotten to mention the wonderful HUGEHUGEHUGE M & S shops they have here. The food is also cheaper than Singapores ! The place is like a superdupermarket with lots of original sweet foods. I AM IN LOVE WITH THE MARKS AND SPENCER HERE. Oh and the SHOPS !

TopShop - Usually 2 stories in London ! There's also a Topshop with 3 levels.

Zara - Some are the same size as the huge one in Orchard Road but there is more variety here.

River Island - More Variety !

PaperChase - Huge Paperchase shops bigger than the one in Borders at wheelock.

H & M - my favourite. Affordable prices and Pretty clothes !

Monsoon- beautiful dresses but expensive

Shoes : There are alot more brands of shoes here. E.g DC (<3)>

These are just some of the shops i dash towards while onlookers stare at me as if im some kind of weirdo. (: It cant be helped though, i have a limited time here ! ( in paradise far far far away from reality). 2 more days back to a world where im drowning in homework, suffocating from the lack of air.

ive almost finished my JI YI TIAN SHI BOOK. hurray.

Oxford street ! Oxford street ! wash away my stress !

Let me stay in London away from MGS ! :(

.........

Lunch was scrumptious ! ( a restaurant where we ate outside next to a lake with many beautiful greedy white swans.)

I had a lambchop, some of my claire

s steak, some of my dad's hamburger & lambchop, some of claudia's fish and stickydate pudding with ice cream and a lemon tart.

Yeah my dad said i eat a lot. I bet i eat enough to feed an elephant. :(

When i come back from England i have to eat less and diet. I bet if i dont i cant shop anymore because i wont be able to fit the clothes anywhere except maybe in America!

Im munching chocolates as i type this. Those marks and spencer ones packaged in red shiny wrappers and inside it it has smooth liquid caramel coated in thick milk chocolate. Anyway, we bought 2 packets of Swan food and it was a lot of fun feeding the swans and ducks and ducklings ! We even saw a nest with ducklings & everytime a huge swan came near it the mummy/daddy duck would squeak and flap its wings scaring the swan away to protect its lil babies which i thought was very brave considering the fact that he was much smaller and all. ;D

okay again there are no pictures because i am lazy to upload any now because its a long process uploading everything.

Im back to this blog where i just post everything i do without thinking.

London youre cold

2009-06-15T16:05:00.000-07:00

A picture from Day 3 i think ? because i havent uploaded the latests ones

Day 5 in London: Westfield (shopping A LOT ) & Oxford & fish and chips

Generally it was an okay day even though i bought tons of clothes.

Day 6 in England : We went to Kent where we went on a Safari. It was so chilly because i was all dressed for 23- 26 degrees. It felt like 16 degrees instead ! The winds were blowing mercilessly and the sun was suddenly decided it wanted to go into hiding. Great timing. I was wearing a pair of shorts, a vest and a thin loose shirt (the one that doesnt cover much). Anyway the Safari was really great and the view was spectacular so it made the 2 hour drive to Kent worth it. I have loads of pictures which i dont have time to upload now since its really late. After that we went to this place in kent but because it was late all the shops were closed. Even though my mum paid for 5 hours of parking we ended up staying for half an hour before returning. We ate at this place called Goldmine which had some juicy juicy roast duck. yum ! Then we came back (it was really late) and i sent in my lit essay which was due on Sunday.

Okay this post was really undetailed because i have to sleep. Tomorrow we are going to have driving lessons in a mercedes benz (awesome, i know) , so we have to wake up really early (ew). I was afraid i wouldnt remember because of my failing memory ! tah !

London, be mine

2009-06-13T14:19:00.000-07:00

Millenium bridge linking Tate Modern to the city?
Today was a great one (:

Yeap everything about England is absolutely wonderful !

Day 1 : Traffic Jam , dinner at moti mahal.

Day 2: Covent Garden, Leicester square, China Town , Natural History Museum, Wicked

Day 3: Tate modern, Lebanese Food ! , bought cupcakes, Watched Lion King

Day 4

Today we attempted to wake up early for the changing of the guards. Then, it turned out today was the Queen's Birthday so there was no changing of the guard but Trooping of the colours.

We had bacon and eggs for breakfast. After that we went to Hyde park. It was so ENGLAND, thats good because the weather was cool and not humid and sweltering hot like Singapore. The smell of trees, leaves and flowers was in the air. Unlike Singapore, where all you notice and feel is the beads of sweat trickling down your back and forehead and youre just thinking " oh my gosh when can we go HOME, oh air con the greatest invention ever ( said by lee kwan yew) WHERE ARE YOU ? " . okay, anyway we walked through the untamed natural greenish grass and appreciating the wonderful weather and the carefree feeling. Oh yeah, before that we found out the Queen had passed by already (we woke up too late) . My mum wanted to find Green park but there was a barricade. ( thank goodness! ) Claudia dropped her jacket but then found it, which is good because it was actually my jacket (my dear esprit one). We then tried to find abercrombie and fitch. After many many many minutes and my parents asking everybody, WE FOUND IT ! its the only one in europe. It was huge and all the sales people were dressed in nice clothing and looked like models. They even had this hunky guy model standing inside and you could take polaroids with him ! AHHH and there were TONS of clothes. It was too dark and the music was too loud though. We didnt really have that much time because i was meeting Grace at 12.40. We took a bus to high kensington street and i met Grace outside the tube station. We went to eat at this sushi place, it wasnt too good but i guess its London (: . We then went shopping at urban outfitters, top shop, american apparel, H&M and a few other places. It was tons and tons of FUN ! (; Thanks Grace for that wonderful afternoon ! She came back to the apartment for a while and we took some pictures and talked and stuff. :D After that, i ate some of my marks and spencer chocolates and prepared to meet natalie and her mum at NOBU. Its this really fancy Japanese restaurant. The food there is delicious ! Especially the beef, its tender and juicy ! I had the chocolate bento box for dessert, it had chocolate fondant and green tea ice cream. After that, me natalie and mary took the bus back to nats apartment and claire claudia mum dad and nats mum took her car. When we got off the bus it was drizzling ! ahhh . We walked really fast back to the apartment. It was kinda fun actually :P . We talked about England and nats boarding school and stuff in their really nice apartment. Unfortunately, Claire got sick and vomitted ( luckily in the toilet bowl). Nats mum sent us back to our apartment (with me thinking how much i love london and professing it to the world.) Claire vomitted tons and my mum shushed me whenever i talked because YES i am noisy when im passionate about something. :O ( in this case, LONDON ! ) .Then i wrote this ! (: Sorry no pictures now because uhm im lazy.

i really dont want to leave london, its such a happy place.

but my mum says its not probable that we will be moving here.

i want to cry.

] Im going to upload pictures on fb.

2009-05-30T01:24:00.001-07:00

Well, OBS is finally over.
first day : lots of management, trust fall and practicing belaying
second day : rock climbing , capsizing drill , rescuing capsized kayaks
third day:Sea Expedition
kayaking for 13.65km.
At first we were 2 hours? behind schedule, but later we arrived 2 hours? early at around 4.10.
We had to stay at a place with no toilet. you had to use a SHOVEL if you needed to ...
that night the tents were so stuffy i had to wake up in the middle of the night to stick my head out of the mosquito net.
Fourth day: Land expedition.
Walking an extremely long distance with extremely heavy backpacks.
I carried the tents and kept lagging behind.
It was the worst experience ever.
Sweaty and uncomfortable. My bottle was leaking all over my legs & mosquitoes flew everywhere. Rashes appeared all over and exhaustion was everywhere.
We reached camp 2 faster than we expected. Around 4?
Finally, we got to shower i brought my snack bag into the shower instead of my clothes + towel.
Ew.
The celebration was dinner and chung tai made us apple crumble. YUMMY.
Fifth day : packed up washed and went home( yay !)

I was counting the days to going home !
what i disliked about obs:
-heat
-tents
-cooking our own food
-hygiene
-mosquitoes
-a lot of work cleaning
-the list is so long im quitting now

OKAY im changing my blog because i am sick of this skin and i cannot find a new original skin from blogskins :(

LALALA.

2009-04-23T05:37:00.001-07:00

This is me coming back to abandon my blog (:

Even though its obviously inactive already !

Anyway school life is normal .

Usual waking up at 6.oo in the morning.

Seriously, even the sun doesnt even want to rise that early and we are being forced to :(

Which is one reason i wont be a teacher in the future.

Anyway, theres the dance audition tomorrow an hour after PE !

Hope my memory wont fail me.

And there's common tests in a week !

Okay, thus me abandoning my blog.

or going on hiatus.

As usual im being forced to do something else now.

adios.

For you a thousand times over

2009-04-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

The Kite Runner is such a good book ! After i watched the movie, i was actually sure i wasnt going to read the book, but the first few pages pulled me in and now i cant stop reading it (:

I love tons of quotes from the book.

AH. okay you have to read it ! :D :D

Speech test tmr and havent studied. A math assignments due but the book wont release its hold on me. :(

Happiness like this is frightening.

They only let you be this happy if they're preparing to take something from you.

-The Kite Runner

DEEEEEEEP BOOKS (:

Feeling pot lucky

2009-03-27T07:50:00.000-07:00

I feel like having an M & M PARTY :D

Today i was eating crispy M & M's and it was DELICIOUS !

so yeah i want to have a party where we can eat lotsa M & Ms of different flavours.

That would be really cool ! :D

Anyway i dont know where to go for rocs.

I think South Korea.

My mum just bought me lotsa $$ worth of physics books.

Actually its just 2 books, really fat ones.

AHHH. now i really cant drop it. :(

Anyway , EVERYONE PLEASE JOIN SORORITY LIFE.

THANK YOU !! :D ADD ME TOO !

CHOCOLATE <3 I LIKE

2009-03-26T04:42:00.000-07:00

" you better start watching your weight you know .. if you stop exercising eat less cos your body type is like your dad's "

:O IM GONNA BE OBESE WHEN IM FORTY PLUS !! AHHH :(

TODAY I ATE TONS OF CHOCOLATE & SUGAR

:'(

Just dont want to climb another mountain

2009-03-23T06:18:00.001-07:00

binge eating , late nights , dramas.
Happy fifteenth.

Barely three hours of sleep

2009-03-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

Now researchers believe there could be biological reasons why those aged 10 to 20 need to sleep later and longer than the rest of us. About nine hours, to be exact.

Tests by Professor Russell Foster, chairman of circadian neuroscience at Brasenose College, Oxford, suggest that students perform better in the afternoon, because their body clock is programmed about two hours later, possibly for hormonal reasons.
"There's a biological predisposition for going to bed late and getting up late. Clearly you can impose upon that even worse habits, but they are not lazy."

THE ANSWER
Teen body clocks start later, for reasons unknown, although it could be hormonal
Because they go to bed late

Head urges lie-ins for teenagers
By delaying the start of school by one hour, and moving more demanding subjects to later in the day, then absenteeism and depression will fall, he says. But that does not mean young people should be indulged and allowed to stay in bed late.

FROM A RELIABLE SOURCE (: BBC.
Seriously, Singapore schools should start later.
In the straits times , it said that students who start school at eleven instead of early in the morning at the CRACK of dawn achieved better results.
MG SHOULD START SCHOOL A LIL LATER.
im suffering from sleep deprivation

SMILE.

2009-03-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

OMG. AT THE DOLPHIN BABY IS JUST HILARIOUS AND GAY.
Hsu Zerya wears tons of makeup and his hair is all puffy so he looks super weird
Seriously, the best looking person is shan ni ! (:

Indulge

2009-03-17T08:56:00.000-07:00

I eat too much chocolate. Way too much for a normal person anyway.

If i could calculate how much chocolate i ate today, we would probably all be stunned into silence.

So, i searched google for consequences of eating too much chocolate so i would be frightened and STOP BUT LOOK !

Resolved Question

Too much chocolate?
Has anyone been known to suffer any adverse consequences (apart from allergic reactions) from eating too much chocolate? Does death by chocolate really exist?

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker

death by chocolate ..... now that's a thought. It is impossible to die of too much chocolate otherwise The GorgeousFluffpot would be haunting Yahoo Answers right now, instead of typing with her fluffy little fingers.

Actually chocolate contains calcium and Vitamin B so it is ESSENTIAL to eat (that's what I tell Mr. GorgeousFluffpot when he gives me disapproving looks as I scoff the Quality Street). So, if anything, you should eat MORE CHOCOLATE!
Source(s):
GorgeousFluffpot true facts!

Sureee. im gonna go off chocolate after reading this.

Ok off to take more duo cadbury choc :D

Fifteen on the Fifteenth

2009-03-15T10:29:00.000-07:00

Thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes <3

I really appreciate all of them !

(: I seriously love you all !

Also, thanks to my foursome friends - Emps,Gen,Liser & jose for spending today with me and accompanying me (:

<3>

Push (the movie) was pretty good too !

YAY ! (:

My parents also got me this cake & lots of stuff and my maid got me 2 huge bars of CHOC o.o

WHEE. (:

Fifteen on the fifteenth.

whens that gonna happen again ? (:

boys before FLOWERS? hm.

2009-03-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

YAY ! :D

its finally the beginning of the march holidays.

omg time passes so fast !

anyway, i kept falling asleep today :(

Kinda sorry esp. for bio cos our bio teacher is really good so i feel SUPER BAD like dozing off for a few seconds everytime i look down.

ANYWAY i love love love boys before flowers !

Its really interesting !

The plot is something like meteor garden, just better.

Also the actors are so much better looking

ahh okay im going to watch it now !

i feel so bad for poor ji hoo.

:( ji hoo can play the violin piano and guitar.

OMGOMGOMG FUNNY ! :D

ep 15 <3

Jandi is on the toilet wearing ridiculous looking pjs (SHES WEARING A PINK BOW ON HER HEAD) when Ji hoo (super hot) enters.....

Ji hoo: *stare*

Jandi (just woke up) : *blinks groggily*

Ji hoo: *stare* ...you didnt lock the door *blink blink * (calmly closes door)

*door closes*

Jandi : SCREAMS AND WAILS and CRIES for ages

:D hahhaha okay i dont do it as funny as they do

JI HOO IS SERIOUSLY FUNNY IN EPI 15 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahhahahahahhahahahhahahhahhaa.

Oh yeah he's real sweet too.

poor jun hyo though .. hes ends up sitting on the airport floor crying :(

oh well.

I HOPE YI JUNG GETS TOGETHER WITH JANDIS BEST FRIEND.

AND OMG NOW JUN HYO IS BEING COMFORTED BY HIS BUTLER.

okokokok. the poor guy . yupp this post is full of weird things and stuff.

Life is UNFAIR.

2009-03-12T04:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life just doesn't go your way and you have got to learn to deal with it.

You may not want to, but what else can you do ?

There's no other options.

johnny at home in his cradle

FLY AND GET HIGH.

2009-03-08T06:23:00.001-07:00

This is Alessia.
She is CRAZY but i love her anyway !
hahhaha . I make such SPAZ friends.

oh well the double o (300) is gone again because i have to post about figure skating nats 09 !
Me & Alessia went together and we sat down there for about three to four hours , omg we felt so stiff after that. Anyway we watched from the future stars category all the way to the senior category. The result are out on www.sisa.org.sg . Yupp ! Anyway , watching the skaters skate was really cool ! (: I loveee to watch people skate . hahhaha . Anyway , there were these two twins ( i think ) from canada, and they were so cute ! Plus they were really good and both of them won in their category. Audrey did AWESOME TOO ! :D
Oh yeah, I loved admiring everybody's dresses, all pretty and colourful ! I took some videos too , but i might still buy the nats CD if it isnt overpriced.
<3>

THE JOY OF BEING JOY'S FRIEND

2009-03-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

300 posts ! WOW ! :D

It's J.O.Y's birthday tomorrow .
I would sms her at twelve to wish her a happy birthday , but she will probably get low blood pressure or something hahhaa :O ill probably be waking her up ! hahahha ;D
LOVE YOU JOY <3
have a happy fifteenth birthday.
Its awesome we have been in the same class since we were ELEVEN but never even acknowledged ( i think? ) each other's presence till sec 2 ! hahhaha ;D

A conversation about JOHN with GEN

2009-03-06T06:56:00.000-08:00

NON-FICTION

Georgie says: (10:47:28 PM)

YOU LOSE JOHN

Georgie says: (10:50:54 PM)

JOHN IS BETTER

Georgie says: (10:51:02 PM)

JOHN IS GONNA BE A SINGER

Georgie says: (10:52:01 PM)

JOHN ROCKS

Georgie says: (10:55:12 PM)

JOHN <3 <3

Georgie says: (10:55:24 PM)

JOHN <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 V

Georgie says: (10:55:40 PM)

JOHN <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . JOHN ?

Have courage

2009-03-01T23:20:00.000-08:00

I'm not afraid to fall
It means I climbed up high
To fall is not to fail
You fail when you don't try
I'm not afraid to fall
I might just learn to fly and
I will spread these wings of mine

Photography

2009-02-18T05:22:00.001-08:00

I have to admit, Pride and Prejudice is not a book i enjoy reading when im tired. So, i picked up this book called " THE ULTIMATE GUIDE TO LANDSCAPE PHOTOGRAPHY", another one of my dads books. Im not really sure what compelled me to read it since i dont even like landscapes. Probably because im still waiting for my trashy Meg Cabot books i have decided to try reading again.
Anyway, this book really taught me quite a lot.

THE THREE ELEMENTS OF PHOTOGRAPHY : Point of interest, Avoid the Bull's eye and The rule of thirds.
Its basically all about composition , which i never understood until now.
Cant wait to try out taking more photographs after ive finished this whole book :D ( Probably never since after i put a book thats non-fiction down, its hard for me to pick it up )

Okay, i need to do my school homework.
School is seriously tiring.
The government should cancel out one day of school.
Two days of rest is seriously not enough, considering that most people actually study continuously during these two days.
Oh yeah, School should start later too, forcing us to wake up in the middle of the night to learn stuff is not effective AT ALL.
Most of us are half asleep, so most of our energy is consumed trying to stay awake instead of learning.
I NEED REST :(

A Yorkie

2009-02-15T03:39:00.000-08:00

LOOK AT THAT FACE !
dont you just want to kiss it and love it forever and ever.
I would do almost ANYTHING. im serious. <3
EVEN STUDY FOUR TO FIVE HOURS A DAY . ANYTHING OH PLEASE I WANT ONE . SO SO MUCH

UPDATE ( AFTER A TALK)
NEVER GETTING A DOG TILL im 21 !!! >:(

THE HOLIDAY

2009-02-14T09:23:00.000-08:00

I WANT THE HOLIDAY SOUNDTRACK :D
hope i can get it tomorrow !
Anyway i made a livejournal account already , just for fun !
(: You guys can figure it out yourselves

Wont you be my valentine?

2009-02-13T22:39:00.000-08:00

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

p.s thinking of moving to livejournal, so much easier to put up pictures.On the other hand, its troublesome to think of a new url and my archives are all here. Its just time consuming and all :D Livejournals pretty complicated

Sometimes you just gotta be alone

2009-02-13T08:03:00.001-08:00

Just 15 minutes is all i ask for.

Everyone needs a little privacy

But no, they dont allow it here.

Happy Valentines Day

2009-02-13T05:24:00.000-08:00

Thanks everyone for all the lovely little gifts for valentines <3

Hope you guys liked the cookies !

Glider , part one by Bill Conti

2009-02-06T22:24:00.000-08:00

hello ! (:

Its FINALLY Saturday !

i finally got my much needed 12 hours of sleep (:

i just added 91 more songs to my ipod consisting of mostly R & B songs.

Including my favourite miss independent !

Friday : 4 tests in one day. Insane huh ? Then mags changed our seats so now im sitting right at the back . Just where i wanted to sit. Thanks very very much .

Slipping Sanity

2009-02-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

Dislike. Anger. Hurt. Confusion. Dejection.

Wheres all the love gone?

Living for those little moments of joy

Thank you for everything

chinese new year 09 , Reunion dinner

2009-01-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

Just hanging out ?

pepper ! (:

My baby cousin Lisa <3

Shes just absolutely adorable and makes your heart all warm and fuzzy ! Everyone just adores her ! ;D When a baby smiles , it lights up your day . I wonder why ?

Maybe its their pure innocence

When everything seems to be going wrong

2009-01-27T06:31:00.001-08:00

Netherlands , sent by my aunt .

Theres just so much space.

Where i want to be , where i wish i was .

My very own happy place.

Merely a dream and nothing more.

I used to be so carefree

2009-01-24T01:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was really fun :D
Went out with liser zhang soph and jose !
We shopped and walked for around 4 to 5 hours ! YEP wow .
Though we did rest from time to time .
Had a JAVA CHIP in starbucks paragon.
YEAH starbucks HAD to be opposite ESPRIT .
So esprit lures me in and we try on so many clothes . I loved this pink jacket , it was so cute but not appropriate for our weather and it was 100 bucks . I would buy it if it was the dec hols now :( but its not . pity !
We all snuck in the dressing room of esprit even though before the person said " one person in one dressing room" . haha we just ignored it and went in and camwhored ! haha zhang has the pictures cos shes the only one who brought a cam !
Got a striped tee/jacket in the end , thanks for all your advice guys , sorry i know i was super indecisive ! hahha .
Soph bought a red tee at pull and bear and another tee at esprit ! haha .
Zhang bought cookies from famous amos and liser being super thin and healthy also Stopped me from eating cookies ! :D YAY . thanks ! Or else today id be super fat . Ok fine i did eat a brownie though :D hahhaa .
Oh yeah by the way the pictures up there have no link to this post , i just spend hours looking through iphoto and it has photos from 2001 - 2009 ! YEP .Thats more than half my life !
So its pretty interesting .
Those pictures up there are from 06 , I SERIOUSLY CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT FALL INTO THE LAKE . Thats lake wakatipu , very near my house in NZ,queenstown ! There was a playground too ! Ahh , i had loads of fun ... I miss my childhood days , everything just seemed so magical .
Oh well , HAPPY CNY ! :D

QUIZ

2009-01-22T05:06:00.000-08:00

Because i am someone who is very wuliao . I stole this quiz from chers blog ! (:
Bought 2 pairs of shoes today (: Asics and adidas.
My school shoes were flinging of during PE , obviously telling me to get new shoes . lol
plus my mum wanted me to get running shoes , for i dont know what because i NEVER run (: haha
im just gonna change besties to friends ! :D

1) Name your friends
There are loads and since you have to name them down there might as well not name them here :D

8) Do you know your friend's friend ?
Yep. some of them

9) Name 10 friends ;

(in no particular order)
1.Liser
2.Gen lim
3.Jose
4.Joy
5.Empress
6.Alessia
7.Zoe
8.Gen har
9.Alysia
10.Delia

10) What is No.2 favourite hobby?(GEN L)
eating her imaginary cookies building imaginary walls , talking to her imaginary friends (e.g Debora in 3C ) Basically doing anything thats imaginary . :D Oh yep and acting weird :

Genevieve :3 says: (10:31:45 PM)
ITS A WART. STOP DENYING YOUR WART. BE PROUD OF YOUR WART!!! STAND UP FOR YOUR WART! LOVE YOUR WART!

YEP WEIRD LOL !

11) What is No.4 favourite subject in school? (JOY)
LIT ! shes always making us go early/on time for lit (:

12) When is the last time you meet No.3?( JOSE )
Sometime this week i think ? (: Meeting her TMR !

13) What if you never get to meet No 1? (serserser lili )
Attendance last year would have been extremely unaccurate , i wouldnt love 2M as much (:
YAY LILI . the awesomezxzxzxzxzxz seating partner ! hahha she totally tolerates my blurness ! I MISS HER :(

14) Descirbe No.6 (Alessia)
A lil Crazyish (funny all my friends seem to be a bit CRAZY ) . Awesome fun to skate with ! General knowledge is zero , she bought a grey shirt fro edc saying N.Y.C and she had NO IDEA what it meant .
Me: *stares at her shirt* Ohh NEW YORK !
Alessia : OH ! thats what it stands for !!! I didnt know i just bought it cos it was cheap
Me: .... OMG .
Liz (i think it was her ? ) : NEW YORK CITY !

15) Descride No.7 (zoe)
hahha yep another super fun person ! Too bad she isnt in the same class as me ! (: Shes funny and smart oh she was mean to her poor tortoise/ turtle :( and it DIED . haha , miss her !

16) The one thing you know about No.5 is .. (EMP aka ELIZ )
HMM. HMM . Found out she liked halo 3 one day .

17) How well do you know No.8 (%) ? (GEN H)
not sure , depends on how much there is to know ? but id say 50%?

18) Who is No.9 best friend ? (alysia)
No idea ? Naomi maybe ? lol .. her 2M gang (:

19) What will you do if No.2 said she hate you ? (gen lim)
She probably wont mean it , if she means it ? HM , hard to say

20) No . what is best ?
dont know , decide yourself

Random things i do when i should be homeworking (:

2009-01-21T05:13:00.000-08:00

Back from skating , saw alessia & met liz . (:

Spins were infuriating as usual .

ZY has officialy given up on my horrendous double toe.

i have started reading pride and prejudice.

I havent done my homework . Yep ! (:

so back to random blogging .

1. Hi, my name is..
Stef
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2. Never in my life have I..
Argued with a teacher

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3. The one person who can drive me nuts is...
Gen ... seriously !!
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4. I love..
Hanging out with nice fun people (:
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5. When I'm nervous...
my stomach seems to burn , sometimes i tear (no not cos im a cry baby ! Because im NERVOUS) , i get goosebumps .
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6. The last time I cried was..
Sunday , stupid stress ! :(
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7. If I were to get married right now my wedding would be...
Terrible .

1. my parents would be far from happy for me

2. The pastor would be mortified

3. People will judge me (duh. my age?)

4. My friends would be shocked and think im retarded :(

5. During the wedding i would be thinking about all the problems (e.g me not being able to handle a math & emath , how in the world am i going to handle a MARRIAGE !? )

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8. My hair is...
Blackish , annoying especially since i started using the mint shampoo with zero conditioner .
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9. When I was 7....
I was clumsy ,mischievous and annoying like all 7 year olds (:
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10. Last Christmas....
Was happy , less magic then the one before that but better than the recent one (:
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11. I should be...
Doing my bio & physics homework.. tsk hate my lack of discipline !
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12. When I look down I see...
The table and the keyboard ?

If i had xray vision id see my feet :D

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13. The craziest recent event was....
Its school so hm ? Well i guess every day at school is a crazy event .

Yeah i have weird friends (: hahah in a good way . Life is full of LAUGHS ! :D
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14. Which character would you say you are from "Friends"?
Hm. all the characters from friends are so retarded ! :(

Maybe id be courtney ? Cos shes pretty and a clean freak (: she also has the most stable life ?
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15. By this time next year.....
Ill be studying non stop because its my Os .

My cip hours should be finished

I will be able to understand the math topics i dont understand NOW .
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17. I have a hard time understanding....
a lot of things . Seriously it cant be counted !

Hm a few of them are all the subjects at school and people (:

I UNDERSTAND TENNIS THOUGH ! (:PE !

18. There's this girl I know who...
IS IN ANOTHER CLASS :(

MIGRATE TO MINE .
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19. You know I like you when....
HAH . As if im going to tell you ?

But you will know that i dont like you when ...

Okay maybe i shouldnt tell !
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20. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be...
My parents ? whoevers around me ?
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21. Take my advice...
when theres nobody else to ask

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22. My most wanted item is....
Right now ? camper maryjanes . (post below , the grey ones ! )

MAYBE ILL GET EM ON SUNDAY :(
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23. If you visited the place I was born...
You should be honoured ! haha joking .

You must be really ill/visiting someone because i was actually born in a HOSPITAL (:
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24. I plan to visit...
Countries colder than singapore all over the world ! (:

Maybe visiting GC and MELBOURNE in june .. maybe except theres Os and all .
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25. If you spend the night at my house...
its quite troublesome , you should just stay till 12am or 1am !

Or else the next morning we will be super tired :(

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26. I'd stop my wedding if...
I realised that he wasnt the guy / something extremely major happened to someone i really care about
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27. The world could do without...
ok the person i took this quiz from put GUYS ? Thats quite a stupid answer in my opinion. No need to elaborate. So , the world could do with some peace at this time and no recession !

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28. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than...
ok another weird answer she put here "the cockroach lick mine" . Sorry just had to comment (:

anyway i'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than get above 12 pts for Os
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29. Most recent thing I've bought myself...
Tee from pull & bear or well the most recent thing that i bought and arrived is in the post below.
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30. Most recent thing someone else bought me..
My mum bought me everything actually. But from someone not in my family its joy :D Choccie wrapped in golden foil ( guess? )
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35. This morning I...
Woke up grudgingly and dreaded going to school (didnt complete any hwk)
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36. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are...
unicorns, non evil ones. ITs best if they have rainbows on them . When i was young i tried to dream about unicorns clouds faerie villages and free unlimited chocolate ! happy dream (: and yes i love chocolate ! :( i need to go to rehab that takes away the addiction !
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37. Once, at a bar...
I did plies and practice pirouettes
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38. today I was...
Playing tennis , skating , rushing homework , eating chocolate :(
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39. There's this guy I know who...
Is funny and weird
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40. I don't know...
how to do many things and why school cant start LATER . please ...

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42. Tomorrow I am...
waking up unbelievably early , going to school , rushing homework and collecting copies of homework from people around me , going to laugh , going to give something to my mortal , going to expect something from my angel , read pride and prejudice, smile cos its gonna be my hols <3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">MARCH 15th .

MARCH 15th .

out with the cousins

2009-01-19T06:25:00.000-08:00

Bakers Inn (:

My cousins have come back for hols

from Aussie

Loving you for a reason

2009-01-17T09:23:00.000-08:00

My zuca finally arrived today ! (: Excitement.

I was sleeping and i overheard this conversation about a big parcel arriving while in a half asleep half awake mode.

SO YAY ! i woke up and saw my big zuca shaped boxy parcel ! (:

Finally after 2 months of waiting my zuca bag and spinner have arrived from the US (:

yipee !

Pretty purple ! ;D hahaha im in love !

The parcel ! Something ive been expecting for a while.

The spinner . Many attempts at spinning on land . hmm .

almost fell backwards and hit my head so its KINDA scary .

Anyway got the ALOUD CD today (: its okay i guess .

My stupid Obi Wan Kenobi picture wont load !

The one on my red pencil case last year .

Had dinner & dessert with my relatives today

They had break so they came from Gold Coast back to spore :D

haha okay its 1.45 am

But what about our old friends ?

2009-01-15T02:48:00.000-08:00

Not sure if im happy or sad these days .

I have this out of body feeling ?

So sometimes it just doesnt feel like me.

Yeah . weird :D

BangBangBangs!

2009-01-13T04:14:00.000-08:00

(: Cut my hair !

Anyway watching 90210 !

haha lisers recommendation and yep im addicted ! ahh !

Now im falling asleep in class so im gonna try to sleep earlier :(

OH SUPPORT RACHEL IN CAMPUS SUPERSTAR (:

she sings awesome <3

Haha okay ta

Erasing the past

2009-01-10T04:11:00.000-08:00

Fooled around with photoshop all day ! OMG its so fun ! (:
But i have to do my homework or im deaddead.

An obsession with camper

2009-01-09T08:05:00.000-08:00

AH ! (: I LOVE CAMPER SHOES <3

I never even took notice of camper until

one day my mum went in to look at boots and i just

followed. Then i saw the Mary Janes twins !

They were so adorable i wanted to get them.

They were $317 though so i wasnt so sure.

Hm. I dont even know if it will match my clothes or anything.

Just that they remind me of me being YOUNG :D

haha i feel so old so i need mary janes. lol

Weird logic ? hm . I like the ones right at the top !

The middle ones are like casual type ill wear to the park when i go

cycling...once a year.(NOT WORTH IT)

hahha im definitely not getting the ones in the middle.

Urgh. choices again..

Ok this was a really materialistic post.

Just that ITS AN OBSESSION. :(

I wanna make up right nownownow !

2009-01-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR NEW STEF (:

haha ok im going to try to be a deeper person. Somebody who doesnt just read trashy books and blogs (: I SHALL READ NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC & CNN (: Maybe times too .
I should start reading charles dickens or something.
I need to practice my english too while eating reese cups <3
Hahahha i see green eyed monsters all round .
okay off to read educational webbies

Oh so pretty in pink

2009-01-07T03:45:00.000-08:00

pretty in pink

One of my new fave flickr webs <3
I have decided to join photography CCA ! (:
if i have time anyway .
Schools same old . Waking up early still is as stressful and tiring (:
Im thinkin of taking tennis lessons outside.
Hm. But wheres all the time ?
Its spent on the computer. :(

J crew

2009-01-06T06:26:00.000-08:00

hello ! :D
Jcrew and Crewcuts have the best clothes ! :(
Really want them but they only have the stores in america .
Yeah life is unfair that way so im just going to carry on looking at the clothes online.
Watching Love or Bread. Its kind of stupid actually . Im only watching it cos there isnt much else to watch.
Taiwanese shows are generally annoying .
Except DBY TKA and my lucky star,
<3

Love lockdown

2009-01-03T08:36:00.000-08:00

homework ! :(
Therefore this post will be about 20 words long . There goes 10 words . i know im being lame :( Its the result of all the stress.

The last few minutes of 08 & the morn of 09

2008-12-31T08:48:00.000-08:00

Today was the countdown party to my sisters birthday and to the new year 2009 !
The first few minutes of 2009 were spent camwhoring on photobooth with liser . hahha. Thanks for making the start of 2009 a wonderful one , also to all those friends who smsed me happy new year ! <3

Thanks to my mum for the delicious fondue, snacks , dips & dishes . Ate most of the strawberry and grape starbursts by 12.30am hahaha . CAMWHORING ;D Showed her how to use the apilator which i have no idea how to spell . Really she was fascinated by it , hm should have taken a picture lol !

So even though the last morning of 2008 was pretty much terrible (with a possible arm fracture/sprain and bruise on my leg ) The night of 2008 and morning of 2009 was <3 .
Im gonna miss 2M (:
New year , New Friends but im still gonna keep my old ones ! hahha locking em up in a treasure box. ok fine maybe a wooden box. ;D

<3>

an amusing conversation

2008-12-30T03:53:00.000-08:00

Summary

Me : I want a trampoline .. :(

Mum : I saw an ad today, its $****

Me : YAY ! (misheard that its $*** )

Mum: Its $****. Its quite expensive !

Me: * hopes dashed after hearing the real amount*

Mary : Its the same amount as a month of my school fees !! Dont buy it ! Its sooo expensive !

Me: *GASP*

haha okay you may get it or you may not ;D

Twin sisters just watching us i think . hmm .

Anyway tomorrows the new years count down party, its a count down to my sis birthday and to the new year.

happy new year all ! Maybe as a new years gift ill get my trampoline , or maybe my sis can skip school for a month !

ROCS .

2008-12-28T23:23:00.000-08:00

Barney Rustle Blanket

2008-12-27T23:45:00.000-08:00

Thats kind of what my bag looks like.

Its called the barney rustle blanket , lol cute name .

Anyway i think its too small for school :(

So i may return it and get a bigger one , i was thinking of using one of my other bags but maybe ill get jansport or something . urgh . decisions.

a winter wonderland

2008-12-24T20:36:00.000-08:00

Wishing you a very merry christmas ! (:

Stuff santa brought : (found in my stocking this morning)

Reese cups (yum)

Floridas natural

Impact (mints)

eyeliner (Lol he knows im growing up ? )

mascara

whatchamacallit ( choc)

pop rocks

Opened the presents under the christmas tree , great addition to my ipod (:

xoxo

Pictures of you , pictures of me

2008-12-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

ok , this hair had my whole family teasing me about being some tribe woman from somewhere in africa > :(
double hot fudge sundaes. jealous ?

christmas isnt christmas till it happens in your heart , wheres the magic gone ?

2008-12-23T01:17:00.000-08:00

You just have to love cute kids and their penguins ! <3

Ok thats just another old pic from HK which i adore .

Days leading up to christmas have been pretty boring and i know every second brings me closer to the beginning in a new year. Dread. Yep just dread.

Haha ok now im talking to liser, actually shes the one who asked me to update.

omg LILI you should be honoured im updating just for you cos ily !!!!

HAHAHHAHAH :D

haha anyway had a christmas party this week with family friends , pretty fun (:

Gotta see uncle fido and aunty jackies new house and first time seeing adorable matthew !

The ham was awesome ! Got this lovely nike bag from aunty joni ! Love it

Talked to emme most of the time then all of us just watched tv .

The little ones are so grown up ! Beth used to be so tiny and now shes 10 and jon used to be like really short and now hes almost a head taller than me .

Ok im going to play neopets now , like theres anything better to do.

I was supposed to go out with jose LILI and zhang to watch yes man but LILI needed her beauty sleep and jose ... :( .. so yep. Maybe another time.

i love my manicured nails (ok im sounding bimbo i better shut up)

<3>

Zaia

2008-12-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

Playing with a balloon that fell from the ceiling of the place where cirque de soleil (Zaia) was held !

Cant believe i got it (: Fine my mum caught it :( . But it was such a pretty balloon ! All red and everything . Cirque de soleil (held at the venetian ) was spectacular . I kept holding my breath , afraid that they would fall as they jumped from pole to pole or balanced on balls and objects that i could never even stand on in a million years ! At one part of the show , one of the clowns (which secretly freaked me out) was in this hot air balloon and he was doing weird stuff . Like blowing lots and lots of bubbles on the audience. When he was above me he took his watering can and i was like "oh no..." and then water came pouring down. Lucky for me, theres such thing called evaporation and so i was dry again (: yay ! I loved our seats too ! It was in front but not too front so we had to strain our necks ! So yes , watching cirque de soleil was a wonderful experience (: Hope to be able to watch it again.

A long post at the airport

2008-12-09T22:43:00.000-08:00

Im at the airport ! (:
We came really early so i have nothing to do (therefore im blogging)
I just watched an episode of heroes (Our Father) on the itouch :D
It really does know how to keep you in suspense :(
Cant wait to go to HK where theres a rink in the hotel , well not really in but a few steps away . (W hotel)
I have a feeling this is going to be a really long post since i love the airports keyboards and i have 11 minutes left with nothing to do. Maybe ill go to neopets.

Monday .
Met alessia at the rink and saw Linda . (:
I felt kind of sick after lesson so didnt get to play that much !
But still it was fun :D
haha bet she misses me now ! (At the rink all alone . Fine shes with alethea now but ..hmm )

Tuesday
Surprisingly i met Dorothy at the rink. She did really well for someone who hasnt skated in ages ! haha (:
Fun on ice with Deanne trying to do cartwheels on ice (failed miserably) and weird spins we couldnt do .
Also saw gen and her friend at the rink , she was banging at the plasticglassish walls of the rink.
I tried to teach them camel spin but since im terrible at it too... Even though i was having tons of fun i had to go shopping :( for HK stuff . I bought a jacket from edc ( seems like the ONLY place in taka and wisma that sells appropriate jackets) and some leggings from Giordano ! Lucky me i got the last few pairs of black ones ! haha . Lets hope they restock. Then i went home to maple like a computer addict ! :( But i did get my palm tree chair ! yay ! :D Okay i shall remember to buy blinker guards for rachel and christmas presents for people.

My times running out. Tsk . always not enough time . Yes Lifes that hard.
1 minute and 34 seconds left . wow i typed for 14 minutes . hope i have fun in HK and find lotsa cheap clothes !

xoxo
stef

just keep reminding

2008-12-04T02:00:00.001-08:00

Memories that once brought such joy ,
now only bring sadness and tears to my eyes.

Wednesday

I woke up at 8.30 a.m .

With much trouble . I had to force my eyes open just to wake up at that time .

Then i went skating and met alethea and alessia :D

Left the rink at 4 since i was really tired after my coach taught me double toe.

yupp . Anyway went home to maple !

yay :D my clerics finally lvl 52 .

I MUST QUIT MAPLE before school though. I'd prefer not to start the school year with an addiction to maple and uncompleted homework.

OK gotta eat dinner .

ta ! <3

Everybodys here except you baby

2008-12-02T08:00:00.000-08:00

But there were Christmases when I didn't wonder how you are tonight
'Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

SO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE GET INTO THE CHRISTMAS MOOD :D
(even though this is hardly an appropriate song)
Buy presents for those you love !
And open your gifts with joy !
yipeee !
I love hols <3 anyway today i woke up at 10am (i had to mention the early time) Then i went skating and then OFF TO EMPS HOUSE ! YAY ! :D We watched deja vu which was scary , and i am temporarily traumatised. We watched a little of hairspray while munching on ruffles . And then we played xbox halo3 . Where elizabeth who was in my team did nothing to protect me for the evil forces of li ser and michael. right . I died around 14 times :( I managed to kill liser twice i think . :D YAY . OKAY <3 tomorrow i have to wake up the earliest i have woken up these 2 weeks . 8.30am ( I KNOW ....) SO TATA (:

p.s leaving you with a nicer song that will leave you in a more christmasy mood than the song above. (:

Theres a time for everything

2008-11-30T09:16:00.000-08:00

Right now .

Im talking to li ser on skype.

Shes wearing weirdo black sunglasses . In her house . hahahhahah . And shes looking all serious while im blogging and smiling. she reminds me of someone from the matrix or something :P cos they all wear sunglasses !

YAY . meeting my dear jose and liser at swirl tomorrow and to eat lunch and ice cream! <3

I love ice cream.

I dream of it.

The taste , the smell , the...etc.

THEN IVE GOT MY SLEEPOVER :D

joy cant come though :( :( :(

I miss joyful joy !

hahahahhahahahhaaha . I havent done any of my homework yet !

I should start on it soon i guess .

Okay this is the longest personal post for a long time i think

Talking to B and LiLi on msn

TA :D

p.s. right now liser is ignoring me on skype . boo.

oh yes ! neopets or maple ? ahahha i think maple ? hm. hard decision.

choices . choices.

2008-11-27T10:37:00.000-08:00

BOOO :D found this on facebook.
Its quite sweet really.
Oh well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LISER :D !
hahhaa love you lots and lots !
I was going to write you a letter and give it to you today ! :(
BUT i woke up at 11.40 , a little late.
<3

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

fgh

2008-11-22T09:40:00.000-08:00

MORE OF JAPAN ! (:

Something done out of boredome

APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free. ( and if it wasnt painful)
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.(ear)
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT
[x ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[x] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. (i was bored)
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying

and they call it puppy love

2008-11-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

Turns out im in 30.

I just hope holidays stretch forever.

That rarely happens !

I MISS MY DEAR LISER LIZ AND ZOE ALREADY ! :(

dohhh. :'(

Anyway my mum suddenly decided we are going to macau.

I have no idea where that is !

But we are gonna stay in the awesome venetian !

hahaha it was mentioned in one of the stories im reading so i kinda do wanna see it.

I dont know if we will be able to see the cirque du soleil though :(

Oh well.

Anyway i finally get a skating lesson after like 2 months ! Tomorrow !

So i had a wonderful day today.

Spent it with the people i loveeee !

ZOE , LI SER AND EMP.

hahha ok special thanks to liser for the car ride back home and making me laugh till i teared(weird cantonese comments! ) .

ZOE for trying to get rid of me then secretly going to buy my christmas present !

AND EMP for letting me off for not bringing biggest CD !

ohoh zoe dear owes me 20bucks. hahha ok im being so money minded ;D

ok TATA . thanks loves for today .

hugs are the universal medicine

2008-11-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

So i got a forwarded email on the most romantic things to do with your girlfriend/boyfriend. And so they said watch sunset together. I imagine it to be fairly hot and humid, getting all sweaty and sticky hoping for the sun to set faster so it will be cooler and you can go home. Imagine all the mosquitoes. icks. Less comments bout that. Anyway , tomorrow the classes are coming out ! I hopehopehope i can be with those lovable people in 2M !! So tomorrow ill be going out with zoe to orchard yay ! :D havent seen her in AGES.

The PSLE results came out today . My sisters did pretty well (: hahhaha im gonna gloat ! hahhaha im such a wonderful influence to them . Claudia got 265 and claire got 264. I guess they will be in the same class for the next 2 years. Seriously they have been in the same class for the last 10 years ! And yupp they are going to MG (: Hahhaa i secretly pity the hardlife they are gonna go through in SBC.

I LOVE HOLIDAYS !
i got my books today though. I read the first few pages of farenheit and couldnt help but further regret my decision of full lit ! URGH . i should have listened to mrs lims advice. Ok off to play neopets / sleep.

xoxo
stef

2008-11-16T08:36:00.000-08:00

hahhaha he says he loves her and i cant stop grinning !

life

2008-11-15T22:18:00.000-08:00

my homeworks calling out to me.

But when i pick it up.

The computer calls a much louder.

hm. nowonder i cant get anything done.

Just came back from vivo:D

Finally bought a bag.

I seem to be lacking bags nowadays.

Hm. I love watching dramas !

Im watching my girl !

Can it get any sweeter?

OH and i LOVE devil beside you !

The actor and actresses are awesome !

2008-11-12T07:25:00.000-08:00

boooo ! :D

A of me risking my life by sitting on a ledge.

I could have fallen in and drowned in the ice cold water !

YUPPPPPPYYYDAHHH.

i missed singapore

back from japan

2008-11-11T00:53:00.000-08:00

hey !
ive returned to the hot and humid life of Singapore (:
i have hundreds of pictures but its in the computer where the internet seems to be temporarily down :( cos its wi fi i think
watching GG ! 2 eps ! yay ! :D

new glasses

2008-10-30T10:19:00.000-07:00

ive got new glasses (: matches halloween ! Todays halloween. creepy. im the only one awake . heh. i finished watching the o.c. season 4 ! im gonna miss it ! love the series (: i would put a picture up but im too lazy. hehh.

im going through a neopets phase again. Playing loads of neopets games . oh and reading fanfictions ! Im going to Japan tomorrow (saturday)

Ive packed a little bit :D ok maybe i should make a list on what to pack.

I really dont want to miss the class gathering ! :(

i wish i had my own private jet then i could fly back to join you guys :(

Oh well !

Hope you all have loads of fun !

Ill be taking loads of pictures in japan so yupp ! (:

oh and LOADS of shopping !

<3>

life

2008-10-25T09:26:00.001-07:00

so life is pretty okay.
Finished watching the o.c. season 3.
The ending kind of spoiled my mood but shant put any spoilers here :P
So , i went shopping yesterday ! :D
cut my hair , switched glasses and bought new clothes
Finally got my boots from japan ! ive fallen in love with them since they go with ALL my japan outfits
it will be about 22 degrees so the stuff i bought will be suitable ! YAY :D
Shopped loads for this trip.
Cant wait !
RAHHHHHHHHH :P
Oh plus im bringing a camera so lots of pics will be taken.

So far ive been missing all of you guys loads !
ZOE ! i have no idea when youre coming back from your trip >:(
pfffft

<3 gossipgirl songs !

yippeee i have to do homework.
life gets depressing at times

2M <3

2008-10-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

hey ! :D

tomorrows the last day of school , which means the last day as 2M as my class! When i think about how fast time has passed. I do feel like crying. :D omg i feel like im gonna tear ! All of you have been such brilliant classmates. Thanks for all those times you cheered me up. making me laugh. teaching me . Drawing SMILEY faces on my neck ( AHEM LOL ! ) . Thanks my 2M classmates for making this year the most memorable.

a sleepover

2008-10-17T22:53:00.000-07:00

hahah guess where theyre going !
nope not malaysia !
a sleepover
One luggage one hugeee bag and 2 slingbags
(about half of what i brought to malaysia)
last time i went to a sleepover i just bought a sling bag :)
ok i was playing word challenge and i managed to beat my highscore ! YAY !
im a pro wrestler now ! (:

those good old times

2008-10-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

sometimes dont you miss them ?

absolutely adorable

2008-10-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

Matthews first birthday (quite a while ago)
(: looks just like genevieve
Genevieve ! (:
Cute pink outfit and i loved those cup cakes !

<3

JAAPAN

2008-10-17T03:02:00.000-07:00

Japan kids and uniform is the cutest ! (:
im bored and i love photos so im just looking through my whole iphoto editing and posting ! :D

driving !

2008-10-17T02:41:00.000-07:00

i HAVE driven a BOAT ! :D

the one and only magnificent m's

2008-10-17T01:49:00.000-07:00

2M <3
Im going to miss this class so much .
Its the best class ive ever been in in my 14 years ! (:

Triple science is tough so i think its ok whether you get it or not !

I hope that those who want and deserve it will get

<3 wish i could be in the same class with you guys all the way

2008-10-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

OK ! im back to posting as im currently dying of boredome. I know im bored when i start writing down my holiday homework and arranging my files . OMG . i have NEVER done that in my LIFE . ok but i dont know what we are suppose to write about for zhouji .

HOMEWORK (do not trust) :

HMT: 2 zhou jis on any topic ?
read the chinese book

CHEM : Read chapter 1 to 5

LIT : Read the book (for own reference)

YUPP. if im missing anything out care to inform me ? :D thanks !

oh i found a picture of the watch i lost ! I BOUGHT IT AND THEN I LOST IT . :( i miss it now i dont have a watch ! hope ill find it soon ! (its been months ! )

Anyway ive got pictures from the time we went to joys house too ! (longlonglong time ago)

GUITAR HERO !

WHOO ! LOOK WHOS RIDING THE HORSIE ! :D omg i love joys igallop ! uber cool :D

JOY LOVES GUITAR HERO ! hahha she even bought her own now !

Okay ! Joy and empps came over yesterday ! :D
Dear li ser was sick :(
We all missed her loads and loads ! (:
ok i have no idea how to make the picture upright so its slanted.

battling against each other ! my guitar and joys ! :D

GUITAR HERO . hahha our obsession and the best game on wii.

WHOOOOP ! I FINALLY MANAGED TO SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY ! (:
ok. dementia.

quiz

2008-10-12T10:42:00.000-07:00

dont feel like sleeping so ...

1. Do you have secrets?
what do you think ?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Dont know . depends

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Sometimes . Just hate the waking up part.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
shopping ? travel the world ? Ill give a few bucks to my friends >:)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
erm depends !!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved

7. What do you think is special? extraordinary! ( :
moments

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
YUPP ! many many many things . The best year ever <3 2008

10. Do you have any regrets?
A thousand and one

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Hopefully someone accomplished ?

12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Erm too many. my family i guess (:

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
Nobody.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
SINGLE AND RICH !!!

15. What is your favourite colour?
spectrum

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yup

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
person i love more ?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
hm. maybe in about 20 years if its THAT horrible

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
now ? single , concentrating on studies :D

20. 5 people I tag:
.People who want to do it

LALALA . freedom

2008-10-12T10:23:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY: The best time with joy, li ser and emp !! <3 style="font-weight: bold;"> COMEDY .

FRIDAY : WATCHED HOUSEBUNNY ! i t was funny . A comedy ! I almost teared though. Weird. Skating was terrible.

SATURDAY: spent all day playing sims 2 as taka was supposedly very crowded :D
omg im addicted to sims 2 ! super fun ! (: Especially those little toddlers , they are adorable.

SUNDAY :

Sunday lunch with family at imperial treasure (i think?) . Awesome food ! :D
Bought a winter/autumn dress from zara for japan.

Went out with Zoe , ok i made her wait for about an hour because of a misunderstanding over time . :D haha sorry ! Met at wheelock and we watched MAMMA MIA at lido after Zoe made me buy creamy goeey ice cream . We were contemplating whether we should watch eagle eye / mamma mia . Since we had no idea what eagle eye was about we chose mamma mia. We were okay with it till we entered the cinema and saw the eagle eye trailer -.-
Then we wanted to watch eagle eye. STUPID TRAILER . Made me unsatisfied about my choice ! :( oh well , i got to see pierce brosnan <3 HE ENDED UP WITH THE GIRL ! MWAHHAHAH . the actor zoe liked turned out to be GAY ! LOL. (: Anyway overall it was pretty funny and nice to watch . Went mango , did weird weird stuff. Should have bought that white top :(

[ZOES GOT THE PICS ] :D

PICTURES UP ON FACEBOOK (: hhahha im super lazy to put them here :D AHHH HOPE I WILL NOT EMBARRASS MYSELF TMR DURING SYF AUDITIONS !!

<3blessed

wants :
. a long sleeved white top
. boots for japan
. sunglasses (maybe)
.hat

exams are almost over (:

2008-10-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

OMG I WANT PHOTOSHOP ACTIONS :(

like really really much.

Plus i have to get it before the results are out coz theres no way i can buy it AFTER my results are out !

But my dad prefers the original photo of brendas (http://brendaacuncius.typepad.com ) photoshop actions !

Oh well.

Maybe ill pay for it myself or something.. hmm

Tomorrows my last day of exams ! yay ! :D

Then i can be freeee. Until my results come out.

Ohhhh. That dreaded day will come.

Im gonna try not to be anxious about my marks.

Ill try to listen better for chinese listening.

When the people speak chinese its as if there words are all linked together, so ill start daydreaming and stuff. :(

ANYWAY !!!!! :D cant wait for after eoys !

going out with Awesomes liser joy and empps to taka where theres a FIFTEEN PERCENT SALE ! hahhaha .

Then on friday ill be watching HOUSE BUNNY :D

yay ! the trailer is super funny.

yipeeee :DD

cant wait to go to Japan and take lots of pictures

OHKAY.

gonna watch the awesome O.C.

2008-10-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

i miss skating.

i miss freedom.

im going to miss sec 2.

ahhh.

i love gossip girl

greys anatomy isnt too bad either

still contemplating about The O.C.

the gossip girl songs are really awesome

especially songs from the motion city soundtrack ;D

9 days to freedom

and im blogging during eoys.

omg .

2008-09-21T04:46:00.001-07:00

life just gets too hard when nobody understands .

what i need is a little bit of chocolate.

share each day with me each night each morning

2008-09-17T04:17:00.000-07:00

turn my head with talk of summertime

Zoe's got the whole class going crazy over phantom of the opera :D

All im listening to these days is phantom of the opera.

which is crazy, because its from like 20 years ago (the musical).

hahhaa and my dad was saying how glad he was our generation appreciates things from his generation.

err ?

LOL.

okay , i have to study ! :D

ive been cooking my dish ALL DAY and talking on msn.

fell in love without you

2008-09-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

i love edward cullen.

sometimes i wish he was real ! hahha , i love reading midnight sun and knowing his thoughts and stuff. i hate that he demoralises himself and thinks he isnt good enough for bella and that hes selfish and all :(

anyway school was tons of fun today :D

im really gonna miss 2M loads and loads !

Its has the MOST amazing people (:

oh well im going to be all depressed and all if i keep thinking about how we all have to start over in a new class next year. I shall just appreciate everything that has happened this year <3

i havent studied for physics.

ooooops. ok im going to try to be more disciplined !

oh yeah i had its tons of fun sitting next to zoe during chinese ! :D

SHE THINKS ABOUT OXYMORONS DURING HER FREETIME O.O

omg . actually its not that shocking hahahha :D

ok im gonna watch gossip girl.

Tata :D

Run baby run

2008-09-14T02:29:00.000-07:00

im laughing because i dont want to cry

tuition teacher said i had to stay back if i didnt finish my hwk.

I finished it.

Then she told me i had to stay back and do corrections.

So i did it.

then she told me to stay back longer.

Happy mood was officialy ruined.

Also because she was saying some weird stuff in chinese about my mum tying a bamboo to my back and stuff.weird.

Im going to ritz tonight for a post birthday celebration for dad.

To eat my lovely choc souffle.

mmm. happy mood. i love one republic ! :D haha i feel so much better now !

Punishment

2008-09-13T03:36:00.001-07:00

dont greet and stand in a square .

Counting down the minutes to freedom.

Stretching. hair tying and its done.

HELLO ! today is lovely saturday.

Kind of busy for me.

skating maths anger.

UHHUHHH (:

Ive got loads to study

hmm.

maybe ill go watch yotuube then do home ec.

tata :D

cake and money

2008-09-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

OMG ! i WON TWO DOLLARS .

I WAS EATING MY YUMMY TOM YUM SEAWEED FROM TAO KAE NOI AND THEN THEY GIVE YOU THIS ANG BAO INSIDE , LAST TIME I DIDNT WIN ANYTHING SO I THOUGHT IT WOULD PROBABLY BE EMPTY ! BUT LOW AND BEHOLD !!!! THERE WAS TWO DOLLARS I KNEW THERE WOULD BE SOMETHING INSIDE AFTER I FELT THE THICKNESS. SO I OPENED IT EXCITEDLY AND THERE WAS TWO DOLLARS AND I WAS THRILLED ! WHEEEEE :D

hahahaaaa ok just ate loads. Its my dads birthday today so i made teriyaki chicken, it was sooo delicious ! haha i hope it will be as nice even without my mums help at the exam. yupp, i doubt it since my maid cut the chicken and she cut all the bone and blood parts out. Okay it was gooood ! My mum made my dads (also mine) favourite soup. i felt really sad th0ugh because i forgot to add pepper and i drank the soup so fast and when i wanted a second helping there was no more :( yeahhh.. there were loads of dishes but it was the usual brown rice so didnt touch it. hahhaa, then we had blackforest cake from hyat hotel , supposedly has the best blackforest cake in spore? lol and then we got a truffle chocolate cake from the ferrari company club or whatever. It was ok. but im gona get so fat !! :( ate loads. I LOVED THE STRAWBERRY ON THE CAKE THOUGH (: ok ! tata !

its all the gossip thats going around

2008-09-10T04:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, gossip girl is back.

I watched episode 2 already (:

I love the songs in gossip girl 1 Seabear- cat piano is not bad. Its like a song you listen to when you are gonna sleep or something. very soothing. Anyway i love dan and serena !

Ok today i ate loads !

THAT INCLUDE MILO NUGGETS SNICKER BAR AND GUMMIES. yes i know, im in trouble.

ahhahah im broke too.

OK ! we also had archery today.

It was ok but it was kinda boring just waiting for your turn because there were only 2 archery boards but im glad that i had my try because i wanted to join archery cca really badly when i was younger. hahhaha. never got to though.

OK . i should be studying ! :(

byebye

THE O.C.

2008-09-05T09:54:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THE O.C. !!!
I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH !!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
OVERWHELMED !!!!!!!!! :D

BUFFY AND SPIKE

2008-08-31T05:04:00.000-07:00

i love spike and buffy !

Love her fighting skills and spike is super cool and stuff.

one of the best couples ever.

sad spike dies !

i think he does.

Oh well.

I LOVE HOLIDAYS !! (:

top 3 most played

2008-08-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

TOP THREE MOST PLAYED SONGS ON MY IPOD.

Buckbeak's Flight - by john williams : 90 times
Myoungs song (no idea what its really called , its what my dad put it as ) - by Myoung? lol ? - 68 times
clockwatching- Jason Mraz :56 times

Nowonder im so sick of these songs.
Hmm.
Buckbeaks flight and myoung were used for my skating interschool so i had to listen to it a lot. I just really loved clockwatching i guess. hahhaa. SAM IS GOING TO CANADA :( ZOMG.

ok . Anyway i went to joys house during the elearning thing and it was fun ! :D
yay ! SHES GOT GUITAR HERO ! NOW WE CAN PLAY DEULS AND I WILL LOSE TO HER. AWESOMEEEE ! <3

monster carnival DEAREST.
I LOVELOVELOVE MUSIC.

and its like catching sunlight in a jar...

EMPPY

2008-08-16T09:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO EMPRESS ELIZABETH :D

HEY EMPPY.
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A NICE AND FUN FRIEND SINCE P4 !
ITS REALLY FUN SITTING BEHIND YOU THIS YEAR !
THANKS FOR ALL THOSE HAPPY NICE TIMES !
XOXO,
STEF !

outing ! :D

2008-08-14T01:59:00.000-07:00

wheee! i love e learning!

today i woke up at 10.30 , a change from the usual 6am !

I did maths till about 12 and got ready to meet at audreys house (:

Unfortunately, me being a slow poke didnt get there in time and grace was already there so audrey picked me up and we went to orchard cini :D

We ate at this super nice restaurantish place ! i didnt expect it to be excellent but it was not bad i a had this ice yuzu drink which was really nice ! i also had curry mash potato cheese pizza which tasted really really good. I was like gobbling down my food while audrey and grace were like eating really little food and stuff. They are super thin O.O *envious* oh well.

Audrey ordered some curry rice thing and grace had spaghetti. :D hahaha .

Then we finished after a long dispute over who should pay.

We went to take neoprints which i might post later if im free enough.

It was super fun :D hahaha.

Then i had to leave for maths tuition and grace went to taka. Audreys mum sent me to coronation and in the car i managed to pay audrey back for the meal through her mum . hehheh. Then i went for tuition ! Which was okay. :D

Mr Kok was being weirdo funny as usual making lame jokes ! hahah but its funny because hes a teacher. weird right.

hahah and then im back here.

I still wish i could split myself and gone to joys house to do e learning ! hahha im going tmr ! YAY . I love joyful joy . hahah alliteration man.

will post pics of today another time.

IM GONNA CALL SOMEONE !

TATA.

maple

2008-08-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

HEY :D
i was looking at my cash top up at maple and i got so depressed. OKAY !
I bought my first maple cash card on 26 Feb 2006 (12 YEARS OLD ! OMG)

12 maple cash cards from feb 06 to dec 06 - 10 months
12 maple cash cards from dec 2006 to sep 2007 - 10 months
12 maple cash cards from oct 2007 to may 2008 - 7 months

TOTAL AMOUNT OF $.$ SPENT ON VIRTUAL NOTHINGS (MINE ONLY) : 36 x 10.60 = $381.60
and this is just mine. My sisters bought about 30 maple cash cards each.
60x 10.60 = $ 636.00

TOTAL AMNT SPENT BY MY FAMILY ON PIXELS !
$1017.60

seriously . Addiction does funny things.
Its not even the total amount we have spent without including maple events and stuff. :(
AND i know that if i carry on mapling ill probably buy another 5 cards from now till end of the year. I hope not. I should go on a shopping spree instead.

Oh well. Maple cards ARE PRETTY but they are a waste of money.
So dont buy it unless you have a lot of cash that you dont know what to do with.
Of course you could give some to me though.
(:

<3

random

2008-08-10T04:24:00.000-07:00

hey !

high school musical on ice was not bad.

but i was like kind of bored at some points and i lost interest.

hmm. im not very attentive at ANYTHING nowadays. :(

can you believe that the program was $22 ?!?

NO of course i didnt buy it. i dont do frivolous spending.

it was quite cool though. they did a few flying sits and double axels. though some people fell , it cant be helped. everyone falls (: i like the pink car though, i thought it was quite cool.

hahaha sam kept criticizing them (: anyway it was fun to go with friends.

:( im gonna miss sam so much when she goes canada. oh well. The rink will be all lonely on tuesdays and saturdays now. lunch alone again . AHHH . depression. hahha seriously !

anyway im listening to a super uber nice song right now ! Its why by secondhand serenade. i love them ! if you have the album could you lend it to me ? please? ill lend you one of mine too ! (: haha. i watched heroes yesterday ! well some of season 2. im hooked ! but i dont dare watch it alone ! ahh ok sunset now bye !

*updated*

back ! sunset was just a plan to lure me to the dinner table.back to heroes ! <3

CHARACTERS I LOVE <3

none other than hiro nakamura ! ( hope i got it right)

hes really funny especially when he goes yata ! :D

peter petrelli (:

he can absorb peoples powers .

heroes !

molly

youve got a big brain, but so do i

2008-08-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

the creature with the big brain

today was fun.

a bit.

i went to eat at kfc then went to the rink and hung out with sam :D

coach made me do flying sit. i got a scratch on my arm and i only realised it was bleeding after lesson. stupid flying sit. i cant even do it. i havent even learnt flying camel.

im so glad he didnt make me do double jumps today. my knees have serious SERIOUS problems. I just fell at an attempt camel spin and my knees were immensely painful.

lalala.

maybe im going physio. hm.

school was nice too. a bit anyway.

chinese test was ke wai so i dont know what to expect.

food drive : collected 3 boxes full of food.

2m is the awesome-nest.

hahahhaha.

TATA .

PLEASE DONATE TO OUR FOOD DRIVE :D

OUTSIDE THE CANTEEN.

(boxes on the table)

thanks for your generous donations !

If you are falling , then i would catch you

2008-08-02T05:33:00.000-07:00

The magnificent guitar.

Saturday was totally unproductive ! i didnt study at all ... so far anyway . i woke up at 11 am , ate breakfast , then right after breakfast i ate lunch.hhaha then i went on the comp and played guitar till 3 plus then i went for skating at 4 . came home at 7 . ate dinner . Played guitar . blogged. OMG. i know im such a slacker ! HAHAHAH omg i must study ! ive been playing guitar too much and im still so lousy. I love the guitar chords for the way i am. They are so changeable and the song and video rock <3> my fingers hurt ! :(

hahaha my sis is humming the way i am now . been playing it too much.

BREAKING DAWN HAS BEEN RELEASED IN THE US . MY GOSH I WANT IT !

<3>

mylove.mylife.myhope.

i cant wait no longer.

ascribe and adept !

2008-07-31T02:09:00.000-07:00

Ive been extremely busy lately !
i am not adept at managing time .
I ascribe my stress to the hours of studying ive been doing.
( haha zoe im using your words already ! )
Yesterday i was mugging for lit till 2 am , this caused me to have a horrible nightmare , and extreme fatigue the next day , though suprisingly i didnt sleep.
Then i had geography , which was horrible because i studied the day before.
Stef SHALL NOT procrastinate any longer !
MUST STUDY EARLY .
Im eating the bananas from my banana tree. I hope i dont get stomach flu or food poisoning . My parents are forcing me to eat it. How clean can it be ? Seriously , we arent even farmers . Im so glad im not forced to eat the durian :D
Anyway, I LOVE SEC 2 SO MUCH <3
Despite all the studying ! AND ITS BECAUSE OF YOU AWESOME PEOPLE OUT THERE :)

The Letter A

Are you available?
Available ? I dont know . Depends.

What is your age?
14

What annoys you?
The way people speak .
Teachers going too fast for me.
Being blur .
Myself, when i procrastinate.
And a lot of things , if i list them all out , it will shock you .

The Letter B

Do you live in a big house?
Its average.

When is your birthday?
15 March *hint hint*

Who is your best friend?
I dont just have one , but most of them are in my class ! :D

The Letter C

What's your favorite candy?
DEFINITELY CHOCOLATE ! I DONT CARE IF IT ISNT A CANDY !!! :D

The Letter D

Do you daydream?
More than you could ever know.
- during assembly ( all the time)
- during class
- after school
- at night

What's your favorite kind of dog?
I dont keep track of the breeds , but i like blake lively , ji bao bei ( in fated to love you) and this other celebrities dog.
( they are all small fluffy and absolutely ADORABLE )

What day of the week is it?
Thursday.

The Letter E

How do you like your eggs?
Without the goopy yolk.

Have you ever been in the emergency room?:
Fortunately , no.

What's the easiest thing ever to do?
Too hard to think.

The Letter F

Have you ever flown in a plane?
Yup

Do you use fly swatters?
Nope !

Have you ever used a foghorn?
No idea what it is . so no.

The Letter G

Do you chew gum?
I used to . Now i dont.

Are you a giver or a taker?
Both . I like being a taker though . hahhaha .

Do you like gummy candies?
Yupp !

The Letter H

How are you?
Tired . Stressed. Happy.

What color is your hair?
Black. sometimes i wish it wasnt but you cant change reality !

The Letter I

What's your favorite ice cream?
Ben and Jerry's , Haigen Daz , Cold rock

Have you ever ice skated?
Hahahaha maybe.

Do you play an instrument?
I used to play the violin , now i play the guitar and piano for leisure.

The Letter J

What's your favorite jelly bean brand?
Jelly beans ? I dont like jelly beans.
Actually i havent eaten them in a while.

Do you wear jewelry?
Yupp.

The Letter K

Who do you want to kill?
*evil grin* Its a secret

Do you want kids?
Yupp, later in life . Honestly , kids are so ADORABLE .

Where did you go for kindergarten?
Little raindrops !

The Letter L

Are you laid back?
Dont know.

Do you lie?
Yeah (: Dont you ?

The Letter M

Whats your favorite movie?
TWILIGHT ! i dont care if it hasnt come out yet.
Mission impossible isnt that bad too.

Do you still watch Disney movies?
Yeah . camp rock. It was pretty horrible , besides the jonas brothers level of hotness.

Do you like mangoes?
Yeah , unless they have a lot of those fibrous stuff in it .

The Letter N

Do you have a nickname?
stef

What is your real name?
Ahmad indrudahl

Whats your favorite number?
2

Do you prefer night over day?
day

The Letter O

What's your one wish?
To be happy . ( for me to be REALLY happy , i need to get whatever i want)

The Letter P

What one fear are you most paranoid about?
Dont know.

What personality traits you look for in people?
Honesty, fun to talk to , sense of humour, loyal

The Letter Q

What's your favorite quote?
Its not really a quote but whatever : "Do you believe in love at first sight ? Or should i walk by again" hahhaa i think its super sweet.

Are you quick to judge people?
I think so.

The Letter R

Do you think you're always right?:
Nope. Im wrong a lot

Are you one to cry?
I used to be , but now after watching millions of taiwanese dramas , and lots of tears. I suddenly dont cry so easily anymore.

The Letter S

Do you prefer sun or rain?
Rain. just a light drizzle which wont affect anything .

Do you like snow?
Yupp !

What's your favorite season?
Summer in New Zealand which is actually like winter.

The Letter T

What time is it?
5.37 pm ! OMG .

What time did you wake up?
6.00 A.M Life in spore is crazy.

When was the last time you slept in a tent?
p5 camp !

The Letter U

Are you wearing underwear?
Whaddya think ?

Underwear or boxers?
ERM. boxers on david and goliath are nice but i dont have em.

The Letter V

What's the worst veggie?
brussel sprouts . asapragus.

Where do you want to go on vacation?
HAWAII . NEW ZEALAND , QUEENSTOWN AGAIN !! . LOS ANGELES . HONG KONG SHOPPING . JAPAN ? ( im going already ) and all over. IM HOPELESS AT GEOG SO I DONT KNOW MANY PLACES :(

The Letter W

What's your worst habit?
Too many worst habits . hahhaa.

Where do you live?
Wouldnt you wanna know.

What's your worst fear?
Used to be dying , but the simplest fear would be grades. hmm worst fear. Loved ones passing away.

The Letter X

Have you ever had an x-ray?
Nope.

Have you seen the x-games?
Whats that

Do you own a xylophone?
hahhahaha. nope but i own a piano.

The Letter Y

Do you like the color yellow?
Pee. Pee. Pee . ew. But i like yellow because its bright.

What's one thing you yearn for?
Hmm.

The Letter Z

Whats your zodiac sign?
Pisces.

Do you believe in the zodiac?
Used too ! cant believe i did.

Favorite zoo animal?
Hm. Horses.

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RAHH.

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